I was well enough to go to work already today.
Straight after work this morning, Dear decided to go to the doctor. He could not take it anymore. Has been shivering the whole night. Exactly how I felt in the beginning when I was ill. His fever was as high as 42 degree celsius!!! To think I thought my 39 degreee clesius was bad enough. The consequence of not getting yourself treated at the early stage of being ill I guess.
Called me a couple of times. Was quite worried also. First time hearing someone with fever that high. However, he planned to meet me tomorrow. Are you sure my dear??? I too also want to meet you. But... Anyhow, we decided to meet. After his meeting tomorrow afternoon... Hope I can clear my work by 4pm.
Today, only manage to leave at around 6.30pm. Had so many emails to clear. When I replied to one, another one will send in a mail. Leave me with never-ending mails to reply to. If without the help of Adeline, I stayed till 8pm again.
On my way home, messaged my friends to ask them if they are coming to my brthday celebration. I suddenly do not feel like celebrating it anymore. Initially, I was quite excited about it. There was so many people I want to invite. But I never think whether or not they would accept my invitation. How naive can I be then. To date, only my 8 girls and Jiemin and Jieyin are confirmed coming. They are my true friends. As for the rest, am still waiting for their reply. Will they come eventually? I hope so. I really hope so. Do not want my day to be spoilt, filled with disappointment. That is why I dread organising events or outings. I feared rejection and failure. It is my 21st birthday celebration this year!!! Please help!!! Do not let my worst fears come true. That is definitely not my wish for this year.
Made the most stupid bet with Millie today. Had a pimple on her hand. Told her if she let me squeeze the pus out, she will receive $10 from me. And she agreed!!! Money-face girl... I had so much fun squeezing the pus out. Squeezed till none is left. At then end of it, she just asked for a plat of fish-and-chips. I will keep my promise to you. Do not worry... It is only a matter of time that I fulfil my promise to you... =)
Dear called me. Told me another story. Said if I do not sound well tomorrow, he do not want to meet me already. Please!!! I definitely will not sound well tomorrow. My voice cannot recover over-night. I still have a slight running nose. Suddenly find him so selfish. I can meet him when he is sick and he cannot when I am??? Only I can suffer and not him??? Not really mad at him though. No point being upset with such minor stuff. And moreover, he is sick already. I know how he is feeling now. So better not agitate him. Although I always do by asking him to repeat what he had said. I really do not mean it. I really cannot catch and hear what you said.
{&i'll hold on till the end of time-}
2:17 PM